Why this, why that ?

People that I cared about are leaving me one by one... 

why? why? 

I don't get it. What did I do wrong? 

everything's wrong with me.

Since I was a little girl I knew what I wanted

One day I would see the world and make my mark on it

Put in time, sacrificed never thought of thinking twice

Since I was a little girl I dreamed

Now I'm standing with you in this terminal

With a ticket so far from your love

Can I have one more kiss, one more touch

I just can't get enough of you

But I'm in a rush I got to fly away

Planes waiting up for me right at gate twenty-three

There's a doorway to my dreams

I could go or I could stay

Should I change my life or miss my flight?

My alarm clock in the morning said you got to go now

The breakfast you were calling and my heart just broke down

Cause tomorrow we will be waking up separately

Wish I never heard that clock ring

See I don't want to win if my hearts got to lose

So how in the world do I choose?

How can you messure the promise of love

When it's weighing against a chance that comes once

How can I leave when I know he's the one

When the dust settles he might now be here

And I'm standing with you in this terminal

Crying my eyes out in tears.

Every word that U told me,

meant a lot to me,

it means everything to me,

why all of this happen?

I dont understand. make me understand.

U left me hanging around without an answer.

i loved you.

Claire, thanks for that post. 

I know I'm suppose to be strong.

I will be, I will try.

At least to fake it for now.