Friday, July 31, 2009

every time you do what u do.

Seriously , I don't know what u want alright? I've been thing to figure it out since 8 months ago... And I tried hard. Don't say I didn't try. sometimes I just can't take it lah... I'm not some idiotic person who've been always feel used all the time. like I'm never good enough for anything, almost everyone always making me feel tht way. U have no idea how many times I've shed a tears for this and how much it hurt! u have no idea at all cause u never cared. U never seems to care for the last 8 months. U should tell me the truth. Everything, then u can blame me for everything after you tell me what u want and open up.

... hehe i was angry. sry for posting this. (: we're not fighting anymore right?

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

yeay my blog's post page back to normal!

ALRIGHT! love the blog post page.
but not entirely complete yet.
i think it's still in process.. hahah.. ah well keep waiting.
anyways, i'm just about to finish up my eng hw on short story.
the PIZZA during english lesson was AWESOME! hhahha.. Love MS F! :D

basketball. things are getting complicated.
i'm not completly sure i'm up to all that intensity of trainings.
i mean look at me... i'm an art person who wants to go to NAFA.
i'm not going to play basketball as a profesion or anything...
saturday training? I dont think i could go that far.
i always feel bad for de things i did sometimes. I dont wanna people to get hurt.

Other than the usual, Tengo como concejal en conflicto con las cosas. i no puede parece justa la forma de resolverlo. personas en mi escuela no le importa que piensa que todo lo que hacemos se estúpido. ¿Puedo obtener más evidente?
I really hope i can get over this and solve it. I mean it's falling apart! trust me it's not that fun anymore. It use to be. Now it's not.

Además de las cosas es que no lo hace usted? usted se siente feliz cuando le vayan a hacer el baloncesto CCA es porque usted es uno de ellos y no soy. Mírame. No me va a ser incluido, porque tienen su propia camarilla

LASTLY, No estoy seguro de cómo voy a sobrevivir, pero no puedo más que bien? no que por lo menos rápida. No sé dónde estamos ahora, sé que usted ha dicho que estamos mejor amigo. pero no actuar como si fuéramos uno

Saturday, July 25, 2009

What's wrong with the THING!

Seriously!
i've been trying not to complain and bother and ignore that perra!
BUT it's seriously getting on my nerve! what's wrong with that perra !
First e perra told me that I could go, when it needed people.
then when it have enough people then e perra told me to tht i'm not in!
what's wrong with that perra!!
si me gusta tanto, ¿por qué no puede hacer que no me tiro a cabo entonces? wouldnt usted ser feliz? Me gustaría ver qué pasaría si lo hace demasiado.
usted es una perra. primero dice que necesita la gente, entonces dice que tiene suficientes personas, lo que le pasa a usted.
que te crees que soy? algunas copias de seguridad de juguetes de todo se puede?

sigh.. anyway, i'm so not gonna waste my breath on that!
I so was enjoying my day. until then.
So i had my lunch @ pizza hut...
another thing Creo que podría ser la caída para el tipo equivocado.
which is sooo not good.
ah well im gonna continue my video making for councillor tea session with the principal
hope you guys like it :D hehe
LOVE COUNCILLORS. je t'aime
XOXO

PS: pourquoi avez-vous toujours de me faire attendre? vous ne pouvez pas me dire si vous me laissez-vous aller? ça fait mal d'attendre.

Friday, July 24, 2009

Phew .. Friday! Gonna play Sims/ do Hw?


HEY PEPS!
hmm.. should i play or do hw? or should i oil paint? or maybve surf the net?
which one should i choose?
Well, had a short day, but we had test geog and math.
Math turned out hard! Damnnn... ah well, everyone seems to think so anyway.
So kinda save. haha :D geog was alright. apart from the last question when it's like 6 marks..
pfft...
Run far away, so i can breathe, even thought you're far from suffocating me.
But your so hypnotizing You've got me laughing while I sing You've got me smiling in my sleep And I can see this unraveling Your love is where I'm falling But please don't catch me
See this heart Won't settle down Like a child running scared from a clown I'm terrified of what you do My stomach screams just when I look at you So now you see Why I'm scared I can't open up my heart without a care But here I go It's what I feel And for the first time in my life I know it's real.If this is love, please don't break me I'm giving up So just catch me


Wednesday, July 22, 2009

What's wrong with the blogger page!

Seriously there's something brong with the blogger page! i can't post and pictures and the 'new post' page is weird!!!
someone please help!!
btw
i went basketball training todayyy!! haha
one of the rares thing tht i do last semester but yea well i'm being a good girl now.
going to CCA cause my attendance's less than 50% haha
ahh well, i'll be going for CCA often now.. :D

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

DEMI LOVATO - HERE WE GO AGAIN OUT!!










Yeay!! DEMI LOVATO'S ALBUM'S OUT!
People listen to the songs! It's Damn nice!

ps: marking my first month after people to people program.

Friday, July 17, 2009

Photo Taking day















Celebrating Elsa's Birthday



























Photos with my friends outing :D






























Should have known better than trying to fight for it.

Hey peeps..
just updating what I have done..
I just got back from my comunity service thingy and earn around 3 hours.
and yea other than that .. i just receive letter from People To People & my final cerficate! yeay. and i got
65hours of community service from Washington School of World Studies!
LOVEEE IT!
Meanwhile, let me complain about this...
why do you have to be such a asses...
don't ever say that I didnt try okay, i tried, i've given you ALOT of chances.
Idk why i bother to fight for it all these months...almost a year, but i've given in now,
and even though i know it's hard to get over it, i'll keep faking it till i made it.
cause waiting for you is like waiting for some magic to appear out of nowhere ...
useless and disappointing. I'm over it.