2 weeks Of holiday

Well Hello again.

So here it goes, it's been 2 weeks since the holiday started and Im not sure whether it's good or not. Yes of course when people asked me the first thing I'll say, ' yes it's great' cause I remember the good memories of the holiday. But how am I gonna keep doing this for the rest of the holiday? Is this even a holiday? It doesn't even feel like it's a holiday anymore.
Yes it's my problem & my fault, that I have so many things everyday. Remedial non stop and tuitions and other things. nvm... im just whining... I just thought since i've worked hard then should I deserve a break or sth like that. Yea. I hope someday i'll get a real holiday. Free. Without any remedial and stuff. Plus I know the teacher's gonna say, 'it's for ur own good' or ' then don't go'. That is so not helping. Idk WHY they CALLED it HOLIDAY? :(
Everyone's gonna tell me the same thing, maybe it's just me being busy for myself, I made myself busy. BUT why other friends that I have dont have to worry about so much things? Like ...
I DONT WANNA GO TO SCHOOL DURING HOLIDAY! WHY THEY CALL IT HOLIDAY WHEN WE HAVE TO GO BACK THERE? CAN'T ANYONE GIVE ME A BREAK?! IT'S SO ANNOYING. STOP REMEDIAL!
I WISH I CAN JUST DO WHATEVER I WANT BE LAZY AND FEEL LIKE IT'S HOLIDAY EVERDAY DURING HOLIDAY. & BE FREE WHEN FRIENDS ASKED ME OUT TO GO WATCH MOVIE, PLAY BOWLING & ALL THE FUN THINGS.

people will say:  ' then don't go'
I cannot just go cause:
1. I cannot bare to disappoint them, the teachers & coach.
2. Im scared that I will loose out, which I will actually when I skipped remedial.
etc..

My life seems so boring. Which it is ...

Thursday Night of Fashion

Hey peeps!
I'm so totally loving GLEE again! I'm serious! The soundtracks are just so awesome! I like the main lead voices. So Strong! (: anyway... Did nothing today except just clean my room, tuition & goes out awhile to meet my dear friend. Right now i'm watching America's next top model! I love the show. Thursday is like the  fashion night!
Hmmm, so im kinda worried now that he's not feeling tht well. I really hope he's not sick. Seriously, tht ain't funny at all. :( Get well soon!! imy. PS: All the best for Saturday. I really hope it's nothing.
Anyway, Tomorrow I'm gonna have chinese remedial & Basketball training. I'm so not going for Councillor meeting cause it clash with chinese remedial. Its our last lesson with Mdm Low.. :( huhuhu... Who's gonna teach me next year?  :(
anyway gtg. Love ya.(:

First week of Holiday '09

Gotta start
Looking at the hands of the time we've been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start thinkin' it Every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
We only got 86 400 seconds in a day To turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em while we got the chance to say, gotta live like we're dying.

PEEP! Glee turn out to be a super nice show. Their soundtrack is out and the song they sang was nice!! I mean they have a good voice! Especially the lead. :D
ohoh, now we're HAVING HOLIDAY!!
BUT I have REMEDIALS & STUFF related to SCHOOL almost everyday!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.....!!!!!
IT'S KILLING ME. IT'S KILLING ME. IT'S KILLING ME.
so yea my school's moving and people are packing stuff. awww. re-live the moment of sec 1 years. I miss sec 1 years. I cant believe 3 years has passed so freaking fast! I'll miss those moments. We practically watched each one of us grow up. How sweet... :D
Hey people of 1E1('07) 2E1 ('08) 3Es & who ever in my class... I have ur pictures from sec 1. You guys look so cuteeee! :D hahah.. I'll surprise u during graduation next year. hahha :D LOL... (:

Sec 3 Sports Carnival Day!!

Heya!
Today was so fun! There's like awesomegames today!
I played Captainball for my Class! Honestly it is a tough game (:
But it's really nice! :D i mean honestly e game kinda hard.
So yea! pictures on facebook! :D heheh.
After the long hard game and then I went home and change, prepare and get ready for basketball!
Next I went for basketball training. :D It was tiring and worth it! :D Nice (:
After the training I meet my dearest friend & walk home.
PS: watching GLEE right now! It's actually kinda awesome! Didnt thought that it was a nice tv series. :D
hahaha! It's actually very touching (: hehe! & Awesome singing!! :D
xoxo!

E last tuesday of the Schooll year.

Hello!
Well this is the last week of the SCHOOL! There's gonna be sports day on the wednesday ofr sec 3! woo pee! currently I'm watching 'Accidentally Married' It's damn funny! hahah :D LOL
very nice story though about true love and such (: hehe. + im waiting for my freind now to text me now... pfft! Hmm, I wonder what's happening to him.. have fun playing cathing haha :D LOL.
SO... On monday we had to do pot/ clay for the new pond of the new school! It's awesome! I mean apart from the time that we have to spent in the art room doing it. Everything else was qutite alright. (: Plus we had a Asian Artist, awesome! Specials.
Hmm.. still waiting... what is he doing man! :P
So anyway same thing happen for today there's making pot and clay. haha :D It's fun! :D But at some point it gets boring. I mean honestly knowing that some people wouldnt liked it. So yea. It's just boring at first but appriciate it in the end. (: hehe :D
hmmm... so later in the afternoon I'm gonna be having piano lesson... hmm, tired! Well i guess it's alright. (: As long as I remember I have been bearing with all that so yea (:

Last day of the week. (last 2 week of sch)

Hey'all!!!
Damn today's awesome! as in FUN! Hmm... apart from the excitement after school! I was excited in school too! finally get the final results for every subject! Im relieved! phew phew!!
so here it is:

CHINESE paper 1: 28/70     E8 ( 40% )
                 Paper 2: 12/70      F9 (17.14%)
        Overall Mark : 40/140    F9 (28.6%)

MATH   Paper 1: 54/60       A1 (90%)
              Paper 2: 48/60       A1 (80%)
     Overall mark: 102/120    A1 (85%)
Overall whole year: 83%      A1

BIOLOGY : 43/50             A1 (86%)
PHYSICS:  35/50               A1 (70%)
Combi Science : 77%         A1

ART Course Work:    54/60   
                    Final :      32/50
                    Total:       86%     A1

LITERATURE Paper 1:  32/50
                        Paper 2: 31/50 
                         Total : 63/100     B4

GEOGRAPHY: 35/50           A2 (70%)

ENGLISH:  Paper 1: 39/60     B3 (65%)
                   Paper 2: 27/59     C6 (54%) 
           overall total  : 60.6        B4

Hmm... so today, my stomach is killing me! ( DRAMA!) haha. but it's kinda hurt once in awhile. Gonna need to keep my good ingestion regular. haha or else someone's gonna kill me. :P you know who you are :P
hahah! ah well. I hung out again with my friends at night, (: FUN FUN.. SNOOPY is so cute! ( vivian's dog) hahha. So im gonna be sleep now. tired & gonna be hanging out again tmr & bball training (:
alrighty then nite nite (:
XOXO. :D

Results Day

Hey all peeps. (: hope you guys have a pleasant day. :D Well for some of us aren't tht pleasant. But oh well sometimes in our life things goes up and down right? At a point it maybe at the climax where everything is going so well, then the next second you maybe at the bottom part of the life graph, where you will feel horrible and sad.
Well tht's what life is ALL about isnt it? The ups& the downs. (: We have to face it, one way or another.
like Diyanah said: the things that doesnt kill you, make you stronger. (: yea and tht's gonna be what i will think of whenever im sad.

Well today as a results day, I've received Math & Chinese so far. (:
Math Paper 1:  54/60
         paper 2: 48/60
overall marks for whole year: 83%

Chinese paper 1: 28/70 - E8 ( woopee! improvement from F9)
            paper 2:  12/70
overall marks:  idk, i dont care. should be F9

bad news: there's like 4 ppl retaining from my class... and freaking wtfreak scared
.cause it's said to be someone tht pass everything except english. :( tht could be me!!
I'm seriously gonna pray that sth miracle can happen tht they decided to make everything ok.
that no one would be retaining & tht they're given a second chance.

Cant wait to receive the rest of my papers!!! :D
ahhh! so fun! oh oh, today's achievement day! and yea i finally get my book "seven deadly sins: greed"
Awesome! hahha..
oh oh! another thing... deeana, viv & diy just told me there's like 2 different ways of holding hands & they both mean different thing.  which made me think of it over and over again!!! it's driving me crazy. pfft! but cool new discoveries. :P haha. && ms fernandez just told us about the sexy physics. I think it's the anatomy physics about the truth in life. DAMN AWESOME! I seriously wanna hear more abt it! so FREAKING INTERESTING! This might actually make me LOVE PHYSICS MORE. :D :P hhaha

So... yesterday was fun! I had bowling session with YX & ASHHY! FUN MAN! & YX won the first round while I won the 2nd round. hahah :D so apart from that. I went home like around 8? Then i walked home with my dearest friend. (: SO fun! :D & it's been great and the whole thing is very sweet. ILY! :D

ADVICE TO GUYS: ( just from my POV)
seriously guys, you may think that some details to u is not important, but if u're really open up and share the things with ur friends/ someone u trust/ ur dearest ones, you might actually make them feel more closer to you. Because to girls, these details is very important. & by sharing ur thoughts it make them feel special that you actually wanna share and be open to that girl. They are suppose to be someone that u trust the most even if you're feeling low, u know tht u can count on them anytime. They might be your best friend, or who ever it might be. Hmmm... learn to see things from the other persons' eyes. Understand what they feel and know them form the heart. Because things are not always what it seems. - the end (for now)
PS: guys please, speak from your heart. U dont have to hide anything if they're someone u trust. They will not judge you, because they are someone that would understand u, if u tell them.

Sometimes the things I did may hurt the other person & I will feel really guily about it.
Sometimes Idk what am i suppose to do because im put in the middle of sth, by making a decision that's important or sth.
Sometimes even if I feel really bad and I dont know what else to do, I just go to sleep and sleep on it. hoping that it will all go away and go back to the way it used to be.

So this next lines are for you. I will always try my best to make you happy and cheer you up when u're down. Even if at tht moment I feel sad as well abt sth else. For now it seems that you're some of the things i care abt the most. But even if I have to feel even worse to make you happy and be delightful like the way u used to, I'll do it.Although as u know, most of the time i fail to do it, cause the things i did doesnt seems to help you. So usually if i'm feeling really bad i'll just shed some tears. I know i promise you tht i wont cry, but sometimes things get out of hand. & u know that I will always tell you what I feel, what I think & everything. But I really need you to do the same. Just tell me whatever things u're feeling so I can understand you more. :) that's all for now ily always. (:

SO BYE PEEPS!
XOXO