Well i just got back from Cambodia, Its damn fun school trip!!!! we visit lots and lots of places, for the pic go see my friendster. hahahah
kinda enjoying holiday right now, but its all not over yet.
i thought somehow it would be great to be home but turned out that, i was more lost then b4. Its just there some kind of different feelings and all. Dont know how to describe it.
well to somehow make me dont feel it im going to buy a whole lots of classical and amazing story books about king and queens and all. and also i'll be studying for sec2 dont want to lose to anyone anymore!.. so i got to prepare from now! and i have to forget about feelings.
Sunday, November 4, 2007
Saturday, September 29, 2007
Saturday Night fever
hohoho... well...its been a very extremely busy week
one thing for sure, when things started to get in place, another problem came ahead of me, that is just getting boring, seriously there;s always a problem
and when i started to feel right back in place, suddenly because of some stuff i just feel out of place again, this happen quite alot of times recently, oh well , never ending story blah blah blah,
happy ending never been that easy i guess, and it seems like it'll never happen.
well my class ,1e1 and 1e2 are combining a play!!! and its about Narnia the witch, the lion and the wardrobe. hahahah. IM SO!!!! EXCITED, but like i say, when i feel so excited about this and then at the other side the situation was like....unspeakable. sigh
The Tide Rises, The Tide Falls
The twilight darkens, the curlew calls;
Along the sea-sands damp and brown
The traveler hastens toward the town,
And the tide rises, the tide falls.
Darkness settles on roofs and walls,
But the sea, the sea in darkness calls;
The little waves, with their soft, white hands
Efface the footprints in the sands,
And the tide rises, the tide falls.
The morning breaks; the steeds in their stalls
Stamp and neigh, as the hostler calls;
The day returns, but nevermore
Returns the traveler to the shore.
And the tide rises, the tide falls.
one thing for sure, when things started to get in place, another problem came ahead of me, that is just getting boring, seriously there;s always a problem
and when i started to feel right back in place, suddenly because of some stuff i just feel out of place again, this happen quite alot of times recently, oh well , never ending story blah blah blah,
happy ending never been that easy i guess, and it seems like it'll never happen.
well my class ,1e1 and 1e2 are combining a play!!! and its about Narnia the witch, the lion and the wardrobe. hahahah. IM SO!!!! EXCITED, but like i say, when i feel so excited about this and then at the other side the situation was like....unspeakable. sigh
The Tide Rises, The Tide Falls
Henry Wadsworth Longfellow
The tide rises, the tide falls,The twilight darkens, the curlew calls;
Along the sea-sands damp and brown
The traveler hastens toward the town,
And the tide rises, the tide falls.
Darkness settles on roofs and walls,
But the sea, the sea in darkness calls;
The little waves, with their soft, white hands
Efface the footprints in the sands,
And the tide rises, the tide falls.
The morning breaks; the steeds in their stalls
Stamp and neigh, as the hostler calls;
The day returns, but nevermore
Returns the traveler to the shore.
And the tide rises, the tide falls.
Monday, September 17, 2007
Monday blue
hearts was torn into pieces,
feeling of hurt and grief
lost of way nowhere to turn to
people say as they may
this feeling never seems to fade away.
As days and days passes by
temptation to dive into the bay
never to rise again
and nothing seems to be regain.
as i go running to see the sight
the glowing afternoon sunset was bright
day and day passes by
the sadness never seems to say goodbye
by me
feeling of hurt and grief
lost of way nowhere to turn to
people say as they may
this feeling never seems to fade away.
As days and days passes by
temptation to dive into the bay
never to rise again
and nothing seems to be regain.
as i go running to see the sight
the glowing afternoon sunset was bright
day and day passes by
the sadness never seems to say goodbye
by me
Grief
by Elizabeth Barrett Browning
I tell you, hopeless grief is passionless;
That only men incredulous of despair,
Half-taught in anguish, through the midnight air
Beat upward to God's throne in loud access
Of shrieking and reproach. Full desertness,
In souls as countries, lieth silent-bare
Under the blanching, vertical eye-glare
Of the absolute Heavens. Deep-hearted man, express
Grief for thy Dead in silence like to death--
Most like a monumental statue set
In everlasting watch and moveless woe
Till itself crumble to the dust beneath.
Touch it; the marble eyelids are not wet:
If it could weep, it could arise and go.
Sunday, September 16, 2007
One True King
After years and years, the one true king was there all along, life after life was spared just to try to find the one true king. On this day it should be the legend to our destiny. this place , this land, is the out close to freedom. for everything you hope for.
well well well, its been few weeks lots of things had changed since the last time i wrote
griefs sadness, happiness on the outside but rarely within. For everything you see may not be what you really see.
things that i faced, not the sound of the eagle shall see nor do the earth shall know for everything was a misunderstanding which is not likely to be solved fast enough.
14sept07
exam prayers.
1oct-8oct
end year exam
well well well, its been few weeks lots of things had changed since the last time i wrote
griefs sadness, happiness on the outside but rarely within. For everything you see may not be what you really see.
things that i faced, not the sound of the eagle shall see nor do the earth shall know for everything was a misunderstanding which is not likely to be solved fast enough.
14sept07
exam prayers.
1oct-8oct
end year exam
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
Tuesday face down
here's something : I gotta say what's on my mind Something about us doesn't seem right these days Life keeps getting in the way Whenever we try, somehow the plan is always rearranged
Its so hard to say, but I've gotta do what's best for me. I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here; I hope you understand We might find our place in this world someday,
But at least for now, I gotta go my own way. Don't wanna leave it all behind, But I get my hopes up and watch them fall everytime Another color turns to gray And its just too hard to watch it all slowly fade away. I'm leaving today cause I've gotta do what's best for me.
here's what happen today.
hmmm... in school is just like so boring, ya, the exciting part is only when we all got the guitar lesson but also not that exciting ahahahh LOL...
well what to do/?
well i can tell you that shine jesus shine rally was awesome!!! those who didn't go should have gone, sigh, ahahahh LOL...
Its so hard to say, but I've gotta do what's best for me. I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here; I hope you understand We might find our place in this world someday,
But at least for now, I gotta go my own way. Don't wanna leave it all behind, But I get my hopes up and watch them fall everytime Another color turns to gray And its just too hard to watch it all slowly fade away. I'm leaving today cause I've gotta do what's best for me.
here's what happen today.
hmmm... in school is just like so boring, ya, the exciting part is only when we all got the guitar lesson but also not that exciting ahahahh LOL...
well what to do/?
well i can tell you that shine jesus shine rally was awesome!!! those who didn't go should have gone, sigh, ahahahh LOL...
Monday, August 20, 2007
hmmm... lets see 6 weeks since the last time i upload my blog.
alright hey y'all
Its been a great time all the way. hmm there's the Youth Night, Youth Mass, Parrish Assembly, Birthday Party, National Day of S'pore, and lots of stuff.
Youth Night
B4 the youth night, most of the dancers to perform that night went out to pizza to celebrate Claire's b'day, it was super fun. ahahah LOL.
then youth night, we perform the dance to our best it was the best ever. ahahahah lol. and also there's games and band that plays b4 us, at the end of the whole youth night, we dance in the dark with the music, ahahahah LOL. its was awesome!!!
Youth Mass
It was great the day b4 that when we practice in st Thresa it was so fun, and the best practice ever for youth mass so far!! haha and during youth mass its a very wonderful experience and so unexpected!! we are so into it!!!. yeay!!!
Aaron's surprise b'day party
It was so great, its been so fun lah, it was a wonderful surprise party, most of them are the sec 4 people though, hahaha LOL. but it was fun, we really enjoyed ourselves.
some of us also went for swimming there, ahahahah LOL.
Parrish Assembly
It was okay i guess and some part quite boring, some of the girls 4 girls they dance through the aile, their dance are good though it was last minute, but they did a great job. hahahah LOL.
well its been fun for this month
i guess i'll update soon again
"keep reading my online journal for more days of the teenage gypsy life , the same me just(sigh) different mood,"
Its been a great time all the way. hmm there's the Youth Night, Youth Mass, Parrish Assembly, Birthday Party, National Day of S'pore, and lots of stuff.
Youth Night
B4 the youth night, most of the dancers to perform that night went out to pizza to celebrate Claire's b'day, it was super fun. ahahah LOL.
then youth night, we perform the dance to our best it was the best ever. ahahahah lol. and also there's games and band that plays b4 us, at the end of the whole youth night, we dance in the dark with the music, ahahahah LOL. its was awesome!!!
Youth Mass
It was great the day b4 that when we practice in st Thresa it was so fun, and the best practice ever for youth mass so far!! haha and during youth mass its a very wonderful experience and so unexpected!! we are so into it!!!. yeay!!!
Aaron's surprise b'day party
It was so great, its been so fun lah, it was a wonderful surprise party, most of them are the sec 4 people though, hahaha LOL. but it was fun, we really enjoyed ourselves.
some of us also went for swimming there, ahahahah LOL.
Parrish Assembly
It was okay i guess and some part quite boring, some of the girls 4 girls they dance through the aile, their dance are good though it was last minute, but they did a great job. hahahah LOL.
well its been fun for this month
i guess i'll update soon again
"keep reading my online journal for more days of the teenage gypsy life , the same me just(sigh) different mood,"
Monday, July 23, 2007
Monday moody.
Well well. It's been quite a satisfying alright, hahha.
School
PE lesson
Volley ball, wah, i cant believe that the volley ball really hurts my arm!! My risk is super RED LAH!!, BUT it was fun, hahhah LOl
Literature , then health check up so we kinda miss the English period and miss Tay is sick probably and she didn't came to school. Ya that was fun , lol . and lastly math, way boring i cant help it, its just too boring, though i listen to what she say. ya.
thats just about it.
Look at this my horoscope yesterday.
"A loved one is feeling out of his depth, emotionally speaking. Give him a hand. You, sensitive creature, can help him negotiate the murky areas and lead him back to dry land. You will help yourself in the process. "
look at that what is that got to say... Its way too real.
Compare it to today's horoscope
"This person's such a live wire that you want to get closer and feel the heat. Just make sure the sparks do not sizzle too intensively. You may want to observe a little while before you make your move."
alright in a sense i can understand that, but some doesn't relates to me
oh well.
Sister.
she really can play drums as in she got the beat , her drum beat is there. Huh . hard to believe.
she still is more fierce that me. lol.
ahhaha
alright see ya then.
School
PE lesson
Volley ball, wah, i cant believe that the volley ball really hurts my arm!! My risk is super RED LAH!!, BUT it was fun, hahhah LOl
Literature , then health check up so we kinda miss the English period and miss Tay is sick probably and she didn't came to school. Ya that was fun , lol . and lastly math, way boring i cant help it, its just too boring, though i listen to what she say. ya.
thats just about it.
Look at this my horoscope yesterday.
"A loved one is feeling out of his depth, emotionally speaking. Give him a hand. You, sensitive creature, can help him negotiate the murky areas and lead him back to dry land. You will help yourself in the process. "
look at that what is that got to say... Its way too real.
Compare it to today's horoscope
"This person's such a live wire that you want to get closer and feel the heat. Just make sure the sparks do not sizzle too intensively. You may want to observe a little while before you make your move."
alright in a sense i can understand that, but some doesn't relates to me
oh well.
Sister.
she really can play drums as in she got the beat , her drum beat is there. Huh . hard to believe.
she still is more fierce that me. lol.
ahhaha
alright see ya then.
Sunday, July 22, 2007
Sunday.. sunday..
hey y'all
Sunday was great
hahahha Lol, it should right..but actually not that good, cause have this Chinese tuition and then I'm suppose to go with my primary school friends to city hall and watch Harry Potter and the Order of Phoenix again. huh but it should be fun. lol
anyway its alright. Hey i also add on 2 video down there , ice skating and Hanson music video.
In Church
it was alright, ha ha , what to say, its always like that, the mass was as usual, the choir was good. hehe. and i may be going for the jeweler's shop with the Potter's Clay people, and the bad thing is my sis keep getting jealous if i got friends to go with to watch something or to do something.
Nasty thing !!
And I've told you yesterday right that she will be joining the pc and that's going to be the end of my life man, she maybe nice to the rest of the people there and she maybe nice to me in front of them but its like she is ruining my life, she is gonna tell my mom everything that i did, what i did wrong, whether its ' jayus ' or whatever!!!!...
And you know what she always wants to be better than me in everything , and if i get anything new she also want one too. And if want to buy new shoes, she will complaint to my mom why should i buy new shoes and stuff, even that time when i want to buy new school shoes cause my school shoes is absolutely destroyed cause i used it for basketball practice, she will complain and say, the shoe can still be used what, and just now when i want to go with pc people to watch the jeweler's shop she was like how come you didn't ask me to go, but the last time i told her and my mom i want to watch, she was like doesn't want to go cause she thought it would be scary., then because of that my mom didn't bought the ticket. and now she say, i never asked her to go before!!! ... most of the time she is vicious!!! but like 25% she will be nice huh.
the sad thing i cant even say anything cause that will cause a fight, and I'm trying to get away from that. huh...
Sunday was great
hahahha Lol, it should right..but actually not that good, cause have this Chinese tuition and then I'm suppose to go with my primary school friends to city hall and watch Harry Potter and the Order of Phoenix again. huh but it should be fun. lol
anyway its alright. Hey i also add on 2 video down there , ice skating and Hanson music video.
In Church
it was alright, ha ha , what to say, its always like that, the mass was as usual, the choir was good. hehe. and i may be going for the jeweler's shop with the Potter's Clay people, and the bad thing is my sis keep getting jealous if i got friends to go with to watch something or to do something.
Nasty thing !!
And I've told you yesterday right that she will be joining the pc and that's going to be the end of my life man, she maybe nice to the rest of the people there and she maybe nice to me in front of them but its like she is ruining my life, she is gonna tell my mom everything that i did, what i did wrong, whether its ' jayus ' or whatever!!!!...
And you know what she always wants to be better than me in everything , and if i get anything new she also want one too. And if want to buy new shoes, she will complaint to my mom why should i buy new shoes and stuff, even that time when i want to buy new school shoes cause my school shoes is absolutely destroyed cause i used it for basketball practice, she will complain and say, the shoe can still be used what, and just now when i want to go with pc people to watch the jeweler's shop she was like how come you didn't ask me to go, but the last time i told her and my mom i want to watch, she was like doesn't want to go cause she thought it would be scary., then because of that my mom didn't bought the ticket. and now she say, i never asked her to go before!!! ... most of the time she is vicious!!! but like 25% she will be nice huh.
the sad thing i cant even say anything cause that will cause a fight, and I'm trying to get away from that. huh...
Saturday, July 21, 2007
Amplify Amazing Race Rocks!!!
Wow its like been along time since i ran lah...
then today need to run so much.. heheheh
but it was really worth it man. It was so cool. we had to run all over Singapore, but mostly is the purple ans red mrt line. But it was SO COOL!!!!.
EHHEHEHE..
I cant believe if i miss this it will be like WHHAATTT!!!!
AHHAHA LOL ...
Even thought my group didn't win the 1st or 2nd but it was damn FUN!!! LOL..
and then at the end of the race when the last team arrive we all take picture here and there.. and not to mention me, Claire and Rachel went up to a high chair and we took a picture!!! hehe That is so cool man...then at the end of the whole thing, we all given a rosary ring, but since like its too big for me to become a ring so i place it in my necklace and plus its like make my cross in the middle like so cool. ehehhehe
OKAY THEN gtg sleep
my sis just told me that she is going to join pc, and thats going to be the end of my own place.
huh/.
oh weell
then today need to run so much.. heheheh
but it was really worth it man. It was so cool. we had to run all over Singapore, but mostly is the purple ans red mrt line. But it was SO COOL!!!!.
EHHEHEHE..
I cant believe if i miss this it will be like WHHAATTT!!!!
AHHAHA LOL ...
Even thought my group didn't win the 1st or 2nd but it was damn FUN!!! LOL..
and then at the end of the race when the last team arrive we all take picture here and there.. and not to mention me, Claire and Rachel went up to a high chair and we took a picture!!! hehe That is so cool man...then at the end of the whole thing, we all given a rosary ring, but since like its too big for me to become a ring so i place it in my necklace and plus its like make my cross in the middle like so cool. ehehhehe
OKAY THEN gtg sleep
my sis just told me that she is going to join pc, and thats going to be the end of my own place.
huh/.
oh weell
Friday, July 20, 2007
Friday...
huh.... Today was gr8 i guess..
only 2 lesson in school of course good.
d&t and science and go home at 12.30 what could make that not good? lol
oh hey, did everyone always get what they wanted or what? or my life its just not as good as them? my best friend in school told me what happen yesterday after school. But its a secret so i can't wrote it here of course. heheh.
hmm D&T
It was fun, we finally did the practical work in the workshop room. man the saw was scary....
its was alright, we got homework to continue the project work...
the best thing is that i got 29/30 for my written d&t class test
ahahhaha LoL. Just that one pathetic light source lah.. if not i could have got full mark
lol..
ehehehehe
Science lesson
It was alright. but just a lot of noise in class and the teacher keep scolding and scolding the class and we learn only a few things . but it was alright.
only 2 lesson in school of course good.
d&t and science and go home at 12.30 what could make that not good? lol
oh hey, did everyone always get what they wanted or what? or my life its just not as good as them? my best friend in school told me what happen yesterday after school. But its a secret so i can't wrote it here of course. heheh.
hmm D&T
It was fun, we finally did the practical work in the workshop room. man the saw was scary....
its was alright, we got homework to continue the project work...
the best thing is that i got 29/30 for my written d&t class test
ahahhaha LoL. Just that one pathetic light source lah.. if not i could have got full mark
lol..
ehehehehe
Science lesson
It was alright. but just a lot of noise in class and the teacher keep scolding and scolding the class and we learn only a few things . but it was alright.
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
First day doing this.. not
hahaha LOL
whats up with this bloging thing...
huh.. lets see whats so fun about this
ahahahaa
LOL.....
okay anyway today...18 july 2007
Math lesson
its okay i guess.. but she gave us alot of homework and tomorrow is like test,.,,
huh..... whats up with her.. ahahaha loL
but at least she minus off 1 chapter for the test ... ahhaha
lol... Homework: graph, correction of graph and study for tomorrow's test.
well well.
Science lesson
its alright,.,, we went into the lab and stuff. its kinda fun
but quite though.. the last sitting arrangement is better i think, im not complaining just giving thoughts, laugh out loud.. yup. thats it i guess.
oh yea few days ago we did acid and carbonate experiment its way cool. eheheh mixing the experiment i mean.
Literature
Its boring.. nth much.. i just like the part where we get to be in the aircon room. And probably the fact that we did a good poem search , the theme is , unbashed love and even though sth bad happens the world would not stop for you. how lovely is that. Homework: pg 22
Chinese lesson
Its more like test time and scolding time,.. include sleeping too, its way boring, but during test i didnt sleep of course i jsut do whatever i got to do. there's also the part where she scold and scold and scold make that times 6 hahahah LOL...
and she wasted our test time. huh...
Art Lesson
It was great but some part are boring.. we did photo shop and he expect us to past with flying colours for the test we are going to have next week. thats something
ya sure, the editing of photo is cool but ya sometimes its sounded boring. maybe its gonna be better if there is oil painting. uuhhh ... that reminds me haven't done that since i moved to Singapore, i miss doing oil painting. oh well . we'll just have to wait.
but anyway when i am taking art in sec3 they going to bring us to Paris, so no regrets thats something to look forward to. haha.
After school
we have this book presentation which we suppose to do last semester but since we got no time, its been postpone to now, but now we can choose the time when we want to do it, thank god today only 3 people are doing, that include me. so only 4 audience. ahahha lol..
better than having the whole class watching you..
At Home
Just studying, for tomorrow's test. huh.. oh well .. as long as i score well thats going to help my report book, and i can go to Cambodia
here's the equation
CLASS TEST ( DO WELL) + TERM TEST (DO WELL) + CLASS TEST (DO WELL)+SEMESTER TEST ( DO WELL) + TOP IN LEVEL + CLASS = TRIP TO CAMBODIA.
the same for nest year if i want to go for trip to Sydney for world youth day. plus its winter there in June, thats better.
okay then i guess thats all for today.
haha, plus
go and watch harry potter. that is so Coool, but alot of part from the book are being cut, thats sad..
stay tune.. hehe
whats up with this bloging thing...
huh.. lets see whats so fun about this
ahahahaa
LOL.....
okay anyway today...18 july 2007
Math lesson
its okay i guess.. but she gave us alot of homework and tomorrow is like test,.,,
huh..... whats up with her.. ahahaha loL
but at least she minus off 1 chapter for the test ... ahhaha
lol... Homework: graph, correction of graph and study for tomorrow's test.
well well.
Science lesson
its alright,.,, we went into the lab and stuff. its kinda fun
but quite though.. the last sitting arrangement is better i think, im not complaining just giving thoughts, laugh out loud.. yup. thats it i guess.
oh yea few days ago we did acid and carbonate experiment its way cool. eheheh mixing the experiment i mean.
Literature
Its boring.. nth much.. i just like the part where we get to be in the aircon room. And probably the fact that we did a good poem search , the theme is , unbashed love and even though sth bad happens the world would not stop for you. how lovely is that. Homework: pg 22
Chinese lesson
Its more like test time and scolding time,.. include sleeping too, its way boring, but during test i didnt sleep of course i jsut do whatever i got to do. there's also the part where she scold and scold and scold make that times 6 hahahah LOL...
and she wasted our test time. huh...
Art Lesson
It was great but some part are boring.. we did photo shop and he expect us to past with flying colours for the test we are going to have next week. thats something
ya sure, the editing of photo is cool but ya sometimes its sounded boring. maybe its gonna be better if there is oil painting. uuhhh ... that reminds me haven't done that since i moved to Singapore, i miss doing oil painting. oh well . we'll just have to wait.
but anyway when i am taking art in sec3 they going to bring us to Paris, so no regrets thats something to look forward to. haha.
After school
we have this book presentation which we suppose to do last semester but since we got no time, its been postpone to now, but now we can choose the time when we want to do it, thank god today only 3 people are doing, that include me. so only 4 audience. ahahha lol..
better than having the whole class watching you..
At Home
Just studying, for tomorrow's test. huh.. oh well .. as long as i score well thats going to help my report book, and i can go to Cambodia
here's the equation
CLASS TEST ( DO WELL) + TERM TEST (DO WELL) + CLASS TEST (DO WELL)+SEMESTER TEST ( DO WELL) + TOP IN LEVEL + CLASS = TRIP TO CAMBODIA.
the same for nest year if i want to go for trip to Sydney for world youth day. plus its winter there in June, thats better.
okay then i guess thats all for today.
haha, plus
go and watch harry potter. that is so Coool, but alot of part from the book are being cut, thats sad..
stay tune.. hehe
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