Finally 18

THANK YOU EVERYONE THAT WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

It's been an amazing birthday. (:

So common test is over and Now working on Mid year. ( prelim 1)

Can't wait to finished up my art canvas too and ROME will be coming in another 2 weeks. 

I'm excited for that too. 

It's been really hactic lately with  Ms F. gone and everything else. 

My class knew it from the first friday, when the school started. 

yes, that's the campfire night. 

Anyway, I missed her as a teacher. 

Miss lee as a new form teacher has been great too. 

Can tell that she's really trying her best to make our class worked out.

also the new eng & lit teacher, she do things differently but 

she's working really hard to go through and make sure we can pass our eng and lit for O's.

Just know that I'm sorry I never wanted to make you feel so small
Our story is just beginning 

we'll let the truth brake down these walls
And every time I think of you 

I think of how U pushed me through and showed me
How much better I could be. 

Here I am with all my heart, I hope you understand

 I know I let you down but 

I'm never gonna make that mistake again
You brought me closer to who I really am come take my hand
I want the world to see
What you mean to me.

Adam Khoo Program

Well, I guess overall was fun (:

I had fun & enjoyable time in the talk.

there'll be continuation of it tmr.

Though, i guess i was a little distracted, 

but I know I shouldn't be.

I guess, I really have to keep pushing myself & forget abt everything. 

Have u ever felt like you're not important? 

Like the person you care about doesn't think that u are? 

It just made me more and more demoralized at times like this.

It made me want to not have any feelings sometimes.

Is this the part of life, I will feel like my world is ending? 

& if I survived through this storm I'd be much happier and more grown.

or I won't survive the storm? 

what should I do? 

N-Zone Basketball

Awesome job & Fabulous

for both basketball team of JunGang today (:

A BIG CONGRATS(:

u guys made me feel so sad that I can't play anymore this year.

I'm really glad that you guys are gonna change e cycle.

Keep it up and I wish u guys all the best for the rest of the upcoming match (:

LOVE YOU GUYS ALWAYS :D

viv, D, diy! I miss u guyss... Have to much things tht I need to let go!

Before I fall too fast, kiss me quick, but make it last
So i can see how badly this will hurt me
When you say good bye

Keep it sweet, keep it slow
Let the future pass, and don't let go
But tonight i could fall to soon under this beautiful moonlight
But you're so hypnotizing
You got me laughing while i sing
You got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
And your love is where im falling

See this heart, wont settle down
Like a child running scared from a clown
I'm terrified of what you'll do
my stomach screams just when I look at you

Run far away, so I can breathe
Even though you're far from suffocating me
I can't set my hopes to high
Cuz every hello ends with a goodbye

So now you see, why I'm scared
I cant open up my heart without a care
But here i go, its what i feel
and for the first time in my life i know its real

4E3 CLASS BBQ 2010

Yeay! I so love the class BBQ today 

We had so much fun (: 

Practically almost everyone turned up (: 

It's been so awesome for the fun times we had today.

I really enjoyed it & take my minds off things,

I hope things' gonna be alright.

It' haven't been for awhile..

I hope you're well off now.

U should really take care of urself more.

I know u said 'kk'

but are u really sure u're doing it.

It kills me to see u get hurt.

Please. take care .

Pretences

If anyone asks, 

I'll tell them we both just moved on

When people all stare

I'll pretend that I don't hear them talk

Whenever I see you,

I'll swallow my pride and bite my tongue

Pretend I'm okay with it all

Act like there's nothing wrong

Is it over yet?

Can I open my eyes?

Is this as hard as it gets?

Is this what it feels like to really cry.

If anyone asks, I'll tell them we just grew apart 

Yeah what do I care

If they believe me or not

Whenever I feel

Your memory is breaking my heart

I'll pretend I'm okay with it all

Act like there's nothing wrong .

I'm talking in circles, I'm lying, they know it
Why won't this just all go away.

I don't know how to make it to e other end.

Claire:

I don't know what I can do anymore.

look at what had happen... 

It's not gonna be easy from here on.

It never was. 

except the fact that I was really happy then,

it made me feel like everything seems easy and simple.

I know what u said it's true.

but, every thing's ... harder

Yes Qishan & Leonard if you're reading this, 

U have noooo ideaaaa,

You'd be surprised. Literally. 

I know u probably won't even read this, but if you do.

Seriously, why can't you just tell me,

what's the reason, why, and what happen?

Did you think that I was unhappy when  I was with you?

Just because I wrote on e papers.

It doesn't mean I was unhappy. 

at those moments, I just felt, alone, 

cause you were busy.

If it was ur parents, 

then why things still cannot be the same?

You are out most of the time anyway, 

what difference does it make? 

why, pretend and forget it all never existed?

I thought U meant every word that u said. 

& that if u didn't mean it you wouldn't even say it.

i kept it, 

tht piece of straw.

it reminds me, tht it wasn't a dream.

Today as A day itself

I was stuck in school, 

Apparently the school's getting smarter. 

they totally banned everyone from going out of the school.

and they made CCA under curriculum time.

wow...

I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
but

It always turns out to be a different way.