Story saturday

hmm.. where to start?
Well today is the big day i guess... games and all @ school carnival.. it was really fun... So we watch the marching in the morning and all... the same thing all over again every year ahha (:
well then, we proceed to our game station... so mine is rope skipping with chants and all.. at first it was like empty but then when the teachers come in and join us, they're like more and more students watching and joining the game... what a fun thing... so me and qi shan were like somehow didn't have to take care of anything else ahahha (:
then the singing session it was sweet.. just that i didn't bring my spectacle so i cant really see the screen lol.... yea and i thought my eye sides are not too bad... lol...
I did took a few pic and video.. i was kinda disappointed when i founf out i only take 92 pic... damn..... okay so.... the other thing...
have you ever felt that you're always in the wrong
and feeling on the outside and left out...
it's always been like that since things had change among us..
how sad... i wonder... so the impression that i have now...
is that they always turned out the same way no matter who they are when they are in that possition they'll just be like the rest of them... even though they say.. it'll always be this way... and things change after awhile... how sad... ( -.- ) such a waste..
please no offence... If you wanna know what im really talking about you should ask me personally. cause you'll never know... what's the truth .. xoxo

To My Dearest Friends,
I don't know what to say cause i may not be the person you know me to be. Neither do i know what i want to become and made out of that makes me this way, and lead you guess out of the path . Sorry for the things that i've done to make you guys being scolded and embarrased because of my fault. I hope that you guys know how i feel but that's just impossible cause even i don't know what to say. I am really bad at talking to people and I'm just not who I am. I'm sorry to dissapoint everyone and even the teachers are probably felt that I am not good at anything that I'm not doing what I am suppose to do and that i always make mistake and it ended up that they got the blame. I wish things would just go back to the day when we first reallise that we are chosen and the happy moments in the past. To think about the things in the future, I never thought it to be this way. I always imagined it to be like the generation before. The me you know in the outside is different from who I am in the inside.

Who Will I Be

I should have know its too good to be true. Things couldn't possibly that simple. It never will.

Happily Ever After

Hey people
hey before anything can i say Chase Crawford ( Nate Archibald ) from Gossip Girl is soo extremely handsome! and good looking ! lol
have been busy for the last couple of days so yea... :D well 2 days ago on Monday during ice skating lesson i fell down and hurt my knee cap badly... but then i can't really identify where is the brusees.. i thought its might be internal and so it is internal thing, one of my blood vessels have some problems so yea.. oh well
Yea and I've been sleeping over @ my cuz house...its damn fun... we played card games and all.. Hahaha... Hmm then i went swimming just now in the morning. oh oh the worse thing is i just cut my hair AGAIN! i seriously couldn't help it. Though it turns ugly.lol.. :P i hope this hair grows real fast like in 2 weeks sould really help like grow 15 cm would be fine :D
That's like bad idea to cut my hair, remind me to NEVER cut it again...
The nice things is that i've watch the other boleyn sister Movie... It's really nice..as in like the story line, like how close the sister that one of them can like risk her life (Mary) to come back to court and beg the king that he will spare his sister( anna ) her life... and because of her sister, his brother (george) is also killed and anna and george are killed cause of adultery. But like the touching thing is that how much mary still loves anna even though Anna had been really bad to her at times. cause of jealousy.
The other movie Juno. Is really touching that she found out that its the greatest thing that for someone to love you as who you are whether you are sick or healthy, pretty or ugly, normal or unique. Awww that is like soo sweet! :D hhaha...
fairly tale again.... well i really want to believe in that though.
well alright then so much for the things that's been going on here
speaking of that i haven't been doing my work...opps... haha..
i'll start tomorrow yea :D alrighty then
see you guys and take care
for john-ians: all the best in doing the haunted house yea :D may it be a success..

Doesn't mean it's never Been this way before

It started out as a feeling Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought Which then turned into a quiet word
And then that word grew louder and louder
Till it was a battle cry I'll come back When you call me
No need to say goodbye Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never Been this way before
All you can do is try to know Who your friends are
As you head off to the war Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light You'll come back
When it's over No need to say good bye
Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget
Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
Till they're before your eyes You'll come back
When it's over No need to say good bye

Honestly it's been a great wonderful day today :D

The Chronicles Of Narnia: Prince Caspian DAY

OMG THE GUYS ARE SO CUTE IN THE MOVIE NARNIA PRINCE CASPIAN!
They are like so handsome and grown up ! dear me. haha.
well.... Edmund (skandar) has grown now and he's like so handsome so is peter ( william mosely ) and Prince Caspian ( ben barnes ) I couldnt say much more. They are sooo adorable, seriously i would wish i could live in the magical world like that. It would be amazing alright. hahah
well here's sth i do know
when i grow up to be the fashion designer i always wanted to be. I'd like to make the dresses and gowns that they wore in prince caspian movie and the first narnia movie! It would be a blast! I so totally love them, and if i'd had the chance i'd like to create costumes for those epic movies! The costumes are AMAZING!
well that's the most exciting things now! Oh this is soo on!
LOVESS :D

Trophy Thursday

Hey all bloggers.
well sorry for not been updating i've been well kinda......busy. yea.. with ice skating, watching movies and all you know.... yea ...
well its been kinda great here enjoying my holiday here you know ehhehe....
well other than that i've just got to say that here's there like riot like donno where or when its gonna happen but then, it's like kinda scary... oh well we're gonna keep on guard.
Like it's just that the oil prices is rising here so the people complain abt it cause they've got like a harder life for them, kinda pity them, they've got to cope with all these and they're not exactly like us they are like way bellow us and no offense but i think there's the gov can do i guess cause the fact that oil is replaceable and there's more and more cars here and its gonna like finnish sooner than everyone thought it would be, what am i talking about
yea that's just blabbering. Okay so it's been a though week.. missing the movie narnia only till PROBABLY tomorrow that i'll only be able to watch. SIGH!.
life can be soooo complicated sometimes ....
xoxo till next time