Sunday, April 11, 2010

When in Italy


Whatever it is...

Have u ever felt like you're done and finished with that one thing but deep down inside you still have a little spark of hope? Like even whenever u thought that u're done , there's still so many things that u cared abt deep down inside.
School's been tough and life is tougher. There's so many things to fight for in this life. Start sth new and some things ended. I have so many things going through my mind but i'm not sure how to put it in words.
Just not long ago, i realise that most of the friendship can end that easily. I attended the leadership program and met some friends there. but i realise we have our division of friends. and unless we get to know them well enough, they'll not change their pov and ey will not change out mindset within 1 week.
I've been so many graduation and ending to so many things. Church classes end and we said to each other at tht point of time, that we'll still be contacting with each other, but in the end it's so rare that we all talk. same story every time.
I'm afraid that secondary school friends might turn out to be like that again & i really believe that sec sch friends are the one that's gonna stay the longest, it's where u meet ur true friends. not only sec sch, pri schools too. but poly & uni, it's all abt getting the job done and competition. it's not gonna be the same anymore.
It's so hard to face reality.
I guess i will realise not to ever take advantage of anything that's given to me.