Story saturday

hmm.. where to start?
Well today is the big day i guess... games and all @ school carnival.. it was really fun... So we watch the marching in the morning and all... the same thing all over again every year ahha (:
well then, we proceed to our game station... so mine is rope skipping with chants and all.. at first it was like empty but then when the teachers come in and join us, they're like more and more students watching and joining the game... what a fun thing... so me and qi shan were like somehow didn't have to take care of anything else ahahha (:
then the singing session it was sweet.. just that i didn't bring my spectacle so i cant really see the screen lol.... yea and i thought my eye sides are not too bad... lol...
I did took a few pic and video.. i was kinda disappointed when i founf out i only take 92 pic... damn..... okay so.... the other thing...
have you ever felt that you're always in the wrong
and feeling on the outside and left out...
it's always been like that since things had change among us..
how sad... i wonder... so the impression that i have now...
is that they always turned out the same way no matter who they are when they are in that possition they'll just be like the rest of them... even though they say.. it'll always be this way... and things change after awhile... how sad... ( -.- ) such a waste..
please no offence... If you wanna know what im really talking about you should ask me personally. cause you'll never know... what's the truth .. xoxo

To My Dearest Friends,
I don't know what to say cause i may not be the person you know me to be. Neither do i know what i want to become and made out of that makes me this way, and lead you guess out of the path . Sorry for the things that i've done to make you guys being scolded and embarrased because of my fault. I hope that you guys know how i feel but that's just impossible cause even i don't know what to say. I am really bad at talking to people and I'm just not who I am. I'm sorry to dissapoint everyone and even the teachers are probably felt that I am not good at anything that I'm not doing what I am suppose to do and that i always make mistake and it ended up that they got the blame. I wish things would just go back to the day when we first reallise that we are chosen and the happy moments in the past. To think about the things in the future, I never thought it to be this way. I always imagined it to be like the generation before. The me you know in the outside is different from who I am in the inside.