This is All i've got.

I'm freaking serious missed the book. I miss my friends. I miss everything that I used to have. I miss you for freaking goodness sake.

Did I said sth stupid? there goes one mistake. Did I bore you with my problems? I'm sorry for being selfish. This is all i've got, This is all that i'm not. It doesn't matter who we are, each one of us have our moments.Why can't I just let it go? This is all the things that doesn't make sense, your expectations, your explanations. It made me all confuse. Every word that you told me, I can't forget it. It just keep running around my head.

When I read the pass msges/ chat log, I wish it hadn't turn out this way.I wish it turned out to be a much better things. I dont know what to do. We stay together was the promise we made. But suddenly it's not so clear when i'm being pulled both ways.It's breaking my heart, it's impossible to choose. What if I don't try , what if i do? I thought u said it was gonna be alright, and it's gonna be easy. I wanna go back. I don't want it to be this way. Not like this.

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Fashion Project!

HEY'ALL !
I'm so totally on for fashion project in order for me to get into NAFA! wooo!
I can let go now (: hehe. just gotta handle the nightmare a little. (: Of course I hope we're still friends & you're not angry at me anymore. Sorry abt what I said. I was reckless. :p so yea.
UHH!
I'm gonna go off 17 Dec. I never thought i'll be so glad leaving this Island for a holiday @ paradise for now (; I need to get away for now(: Ironic i told you not to run away, but I feel like running away right now (:
So anyway yes I'm SORRY! :D Hope you'll forgive me :D I've accepted everything now (: Gonna move on.
NEXT YEAR
I have to be damn discipline man. I cannot have any hw left out or I wont have time to do them. :D so yea :D That's all for now (:
BUH-BYE. ;D

Final Address to you (: I love you.

so hey, I know i said i love you, yes it's absolutely true. (: and since we're going this way. I just gotta say thank you. for everything. For every moment that we spent together. for being there for me whenever i needed someone to be there. For taking care of me when I was sick and worrying me for what I did to hurt myself. This is the first time, I felt something like this for someone. so thank you so much from the bottom of my heart  (: I'm sorry for breaking your heart again and again with the words I said & the things I did. If I can take it all back and do it all over again, I would. I would go back to 1 Nov and start all over again. I meant what i said, I'll never forget you & that I love you. So thank you (: I hope we'll still be friends at some point (: Forgive me for everything I did that hurt you.

Que puedo hacer esto (: te prometo que nunca te haría daño de nuevo (: Te amo
From now in I'll never ever do anything to hurt you ever again. I'm sorry for doing the things that hurts you.


LOVE
ERICA.

Here we go...

Handshake, try to keep them steady, won't break, you've been getting ready,  here we go, it's time to say goodbye. You've got a lot up on your shoulders. Not quite sure just where you're going. But you know it's gone be quite a ride. You know with every twist, turn, crash and burn, that you're gonna reach the other side. You will do things you never dreamed of. You're gonna find a few new friends. Get to explore the worlds of wonder. Where the magic never ends. Time to go out and make your moment. Make a few memories on the way. Life is unfolding it's happening right before your eyes.

Inside you feel the fire blazing. Outside you are so amazing. Take a breath and soak in all the sides. Danger and fear are gonna test you. Still you are coming to the rescue. Rain or shine you won't give up the fight. It doesn't matter how long how far, there are miracles along the way. Might be surprised, by the strength you're gonna find inside your heart.

6/1 Class Gathering

It Begins and it ends.

So here we go...
It started just not long ago. But I guess it ended sooner that what i expected. I though something would change into a better one. I know yesterday I wasn't feeling that much effect on it. But I think it starts to have an effects now. why? Shouldn't it be the other way around?
I guess being excluded isn't what I wanted. That feels really bad, to get excluded. I'm okay with what u did ( i think) but just don't start excluding me out.
Im feeling a fever coming my way soon. It's comes and goes. wth! I cant get sick again.. This isn't my time... All the not so good stuff coming at the same time. Reality. Maybe next year it'll feel much worse. Which makes this year and this feeling a practice for what's to come.
I think it's gonna get draggy from here on. Hope I can cope with it all.