Sunday Broadway

hmm... so today celestial choir was great... we've got lots of fun and we did a great job. Hahaha... i really enjoyed myself and singing "in the quiet" and "Ang-ka Tawani Kristo" was awesome and cool. ahhaha
so after that i spent the rest of my time @ home studying. well not really actually. more like i was TRYING to study but i did revise a little here and there. I really hope all this could work.
Macbeth on the other hand i'll just wish all the best to that. I really want it to turn out really greatly. I wish they'll give us more time. Like to put it all together. Maybe we can really do the whole thing after the EOY it'll be better. But the fact that it's class test 4 mark, is so troublesome. I wonder why i'm not feeling this right, last year was a blast and i am so ready for that and really feel right. Now it's all different and not right.
Wish there's sth to that explanation.

Sunny Saturday

Hey guys (:
First thing... I'm really sorry macbeth people for not able to make it and go to your expectation and thinking that you're doing all the job... real sorry. I'll do my best on coming and making it on the macbeth thing okay? I'm extremely sorry... I know you all expect alot from me. Im sorry to let you all down... (:
Youth mass was fun for some part of it... hehe... but the fact that during rights of election where the parents or godparents give comments and we have to stand there like for so long is tiring... but worth it. (: I'm sure gonna miss everyone when we graduate... sigh... hope all of us still stay together even with those not getting comfirm. I wish them all the best.. hope to see you all soon and in the confirmation mass, christmas, new year all of us should really go as a class! hahha (:
uhh other than that DJ came with me to the mass... other than the fun singing the P&W song, she must have thought the mass was boring hahah... kinda true.... sorry i didn't expect all those things to happen... usually it wasn't like that... hahha
Well after the mass i went to causeway and eat dinner, get some green tea macflurry and green tea moon cake... hehe i know what you all gonna say ; green tea freak... hehe i know...
lol and about my confirmation name... please don't say : so High School Musical... lol....
cause i just follow the name from my mom. hahah (: and i LOVE IT! (:

Freaky Friday

Hey guys...
this can be said to be a happy day... "OH HAPPY DAY!"(singing). hahha... well we mt k people finally got our certificate in front of everyone in school. hhaha (: kinda proud of it of course. Knowing that all your hard work had paid of.
Next lessons went well, me, jace and Dj are entering post examination music composing competition . This is gonna be fun!.. CAUSE i checked out the website and if we do win, we can win $800! lol... I say IF... hehe just like for fun anyway. But it's cool!
It's friday obviously everyone is damn happy cause it's weekend and tomorrow is like youth mass and rights of election and chinese tuition... damn... i need to work hard
exam in 2 WEEKS! im freaking out! how can everyone else relax?
uhhh..... there's stilll teacher's day pot for P AND VP to do... sheesh... this is unbearable so many things. ....
welll nitey nite... better get some rest
TTFN ....xoxo

Thursday Burst Day

Hey'all,
So..... today we're having s great time @ the rehersal for the Mt. K prize presentation tomorrow. hahah we kinda fool around... lol... but it was fun and we got the rehersal done. (:
Other than that, macbeth play is coming real soon, sorry guys for bailing on you all if you feel that way i mean since you all say i didn't do anything, well i drew sth at least right the set that some how someone said not realistic. No offense.. but there's nth else to do with the prop. Ok... i'll just do whatever we need to do more kay? Sorry for the rest of it that i couldn't make it during the hols cause i was away @ mt K trip.
Can't believe rights of election is this sat... and it's like 2 more days. that's really fast... and EOY is like so near... what am i doing? what have i been doing? wondering off my mind... such a fool.
Well... better get going.
TTFN. xoxo

Hey People

Hey People!
Hahahha... I'm utterly happy today. well i had fun and all @ Mt. Kinabalu if you guys wanna know. hahha.. (: Love all the people there.. gonna miss you guys..
They're really enthu and the most fun group other than my church friends that i've known (:
Thanks guys for everything and i've had fun! Hope we'll never forget about this camp! and we'll go for next year yes?! lol.. must go okay ... haha (:
Well other than a devastating first day of school... scnadalous life that i've been in... so drama. (: well... it's nice to know a person from different point of view. I must say thank you for all the people who had been keeping me updated with the things here while holiday is in motion....
this is not about that. but I really am gonna miss holiday...
Damn... the confirmation thing is not gonna be as fairy tale -ish as what i imagined it to be.. I'm really sorry for all of my friends. I really feel sad too cause we're not gonna graduate together and the planned that we've made to go overnight thing @ chalet and BBQ after our confirmation and bonding more! I'm gonna miss all of you. Hope we'll still stay together no matter what. We're still counting on the youth ministry aren't we. I hope you guys still do. I still miss the P&W that we used to do and all... I'm so gonna be going to youth mass tomorrow. It's gonna be rear now we're gonna be going to the same thing often ... esp when your O's coming.
All the best to all of you (:! the best wishes. I hope there's some miracle that Father T. will change his mind and let us all be confirm (:
LOVE XOXO :D

Story saturday

hmm.. where to start?
Well today is the big day i guess... games and all @ school carnival.. it was really fun... So we watch the marching in the morning and all... the same thing all over again every year ahha (:
well then, we proceed to our game station... so mine is rope skipping with chants and all.. at first it was like empty but then when the teachers come in and join us, they're like more and more students watching and joining the game... what a fun thing... so me and qi shan were like somehow didn't have to take care of anything else ahahha (:
then the singing session it was sweet.. just that i didn't bring my spectacle so i cant really see the screen lol.... yea and i thought my eye sides are not too bad... lol...
I did took a few pic and video.. i was kinda disappointed when i founf out i only take 92 pic... damn..... okay so.... the other thing...
have you ever felt that you're always in the wrong
and feeling on the outside and left out...
it's always been like that since things had change among us..
how sad... i wonder... so the impression that i have now...
is that they always turned out the same way no matter who they are when they are in that possition they'll just be like the rest of them... even though they say.. it'll always be this way... and things change after awhile... how sad... ( -.- ) such a waste..
please no offence... If you wanna know what im really talking about you should ask me personally. cause you'll never know... what's the truth .. xoxo

To My Dearest Friends,
I don't know what to say cause i may not be the person you know me to be. Neither do i know what i want to become and made out of that makes me this way, and lead you guess out of the path . Sorry for the things that i've done to make you guys being scolded and embarrased because of my fault. I hope that you guys know how i feel but that's just impossible cause even i don't know what to say. I am really bad at talking to people and I'm just not who I am. I'm sorry to dissapoint everyone and even the teachers are probably felt that I am not good at anything that I'm not doing what I am suppose to do and that i always make mistake and it ended up that they got the blame. I wish things would just go back to the day when we first reallise that we are chosen and the happy moments in the past. To think about the things in the future, I never thought it to be this way. I always imagined it to be like the generation before. The me you know in the outside is different from who I am in the inside.