HELLO HELLO

HAHAHHA :D hey guys :D
lol its been a long time since i've updated this blog, like im extremely lazy to update the thing lah lol :D too busy anyway like everyday always got sth to do one till got not enough time seriously.
hahahah....
exam is like so near. and the last time i write the post was like on the EOY hols! thats like so long and time goes sooo FAST!!! i cant stand it.. soon it will be like MID YEAR LIKE 9 MORE DAY!!!
I WILL DIE I TELL YOU -.-
awwww..... i'll tell you about my hip hop class.. its really damn fun. but sometimes fell kinda stupid doing the moves. ahha :p but i really enjoy learning the things :D hope im able to stay interested in hip hop as long as i can :D LOVES
ahhahaha
well to everyone that's gonna have mid year soon all the best best best :D
god bless :D

Sunday of a week after holiday starts

Well i just got back from Cambodia, Its damn fun school trip!!!! we visit lots and lots of places, for the pic go see my friendster. hahahah
kinda enjoying holiday right now, but its all not over yet.
i thought somehow it would be great to be home but turned out that, i was more lost then b4. Its just there some kind of different feelings and all. Dont know how to describe it.
well to somehow make me dont feel it im going to buy a whole lots of classical and amazing story books about king and queens and all. and also i'll be studying for sec2 dont want to lose to anyone anymore!.. so i got to prepare from now! and i have to forget about feelings.

Saturday Night fever

hohoho... well...its been a very extremely busy week
one thing for sure, when things started to get in place, another problem came ahead of me, that is just getting boring, seriously there;s always a problem
and when i started to feel right back in place, suddenly because of some stuff i just feel out of place again, this happen quite alot of times recently, oh well , never ending story blah blah blah,
happy ending never been that easy i guess, and it seems like it'll never happen.
well my class ,1e1 and 1e2 are combining a play!!! and its about Narnia the witch, the lion and the wardrobe. hahahah. IM SO!!!! EXCITED, but like i say, when i feel so excited about this and then at the other side the situation was like....unspeakable. sigh

The Tide Rises, The Tide Falls

Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

The tide rises, the tide falls,
The twilight darkens, the curlew calls;
Along the sea-sands damp and brown
The traveler hastens toward the town,
And the tide rises, the tide falls.
Darkness settles on roofs and walls,
But the sea, the sea in darkness calls;
The little waves, with their soft, white hands
Efface the footprints in the sands,
And the tide rises, the tide falls.
The morning breaks; the steeds in their stalls
Stamp and neigh, as the hostler calls;
The day returns, but nevermore
Returns the traveler to the shore.
And the tide rises, the tide falls.

Monday blue

hearts was torn into pieces,
feeling of hurt and grief
lost of way nowhere to turn to
people say as they may
this feeling never seems to fade away.
As days and days passes by
temptation to dive into the bay
never to rise again
and nothing seems to be regain.
as i go running to see the sight
the glowing afternoon sunset was bright
day and day passes by
the sadness never seems to say goodbye
by me

Grief

by Elizabeth Barrett Browning

I tell you, hopeless grief is passionless;
That only men incredulous of despair,
Half-taught in anguish, through the midnight air
Beat upward to God's throne in loud access
Of shrieking and reproach. Full desertness,
In souls as countries, lieth silent-bare
Under the blanching, vertical eye-glare
Of the absolute Heavens. Deep-hearted man, express
Grief for thy Dead in silence like to death--
Most like a monumental statue set
In everlasting watch and moveless woe
Till itself crumble to the dust beneath.
Touch it; the marble eyelids are not wet:
If it could weep, it could arise and go.

One True King

After years and years, the one true king was there all along, life after life was spared just to try to find the one true king. On this day it should be the legend to our destiny. this place , this land, is the out close to freedom. for everything you hope for.
well well well, its been few weeks lots of things had changed since the last time i wrote
griefs sadness, happiness on the outside but rarely within. For everything you see may not be what you really see.
things that i faced, not the sound of the eagle shall see nor do the earth shall know for everything was a misunderstanding which is not likely to be solved fast enough.
14sept07
exam prayers.
1oct-8oct
end year exam

Tuesday face down

here's something : I gotta say what's on my mind Something about us doesn't seem right these days Life keeps getting in the way Whenever we try, somehow the plan is always rearranged
Its so hard to say, but I've gotta do what's best for me. I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here; I hope you understand We might find our place in this world someday,
But at least for now, I gotta go my own way. Don't wanna leave it all behind, But I get my hopes up and watch them fall everytime Another color turns to gray And its just too hard to watch it all slowly fade away. I'm leaving today cause I've gotta do what's best for me.

here's what happen today.
hmmm... in school is just like so boring, ya, the exciting part is only when we all got the guitar lesson but also not that exciting ahahahh LOL...
well what to do/?
well i can tell you that shine jesus shine rally was awesome!!! those who didn't go should have gone, sigh, ahahahh LOL...

hmmm... lets see 6 weeks since the last time i upload my blog.

alright hey y'all
Its been a great time all the way. hmm there's the Youth Night, Youth Mass, Parrish Assembly, Birthday Party, National Day of S'pore, and lots of stuff.
Youth Night
B4 the youth night, most of the dancers to perform that night went out to pizza to celebrate Claire's b'day, it was super fun. ahahah LOL.
then youth night, we perform the dance to our best it was the best ever. ahahahah lol. and also there's games and band that plays b4 us, at the end of the whole youth night, we dance in the dark with the music, ahahahah LOL. its was awesome!!!
Youth Mass
It was great the day b4 that when we practice in st Thresa it was so fun, and the best practice ever for youth mass so far!! haha and during youth mass its a very wonderful experience and so unexpected!! we are so into it!!!. yeay!!!
Aaron's surprise b'day party
It was so great, its been so fun lah, it was a wonderful surprise party, most of them are the sec 4 people though, hahaha LOL. but it was fun, we really enjoyed ourselves.
some of us also went for swimming there, ahahahah LOL.
Parrish Assembly
It was okay i guess and some part quite boring, some of the girls 4 girls they dance through the aile, their dance are good though it was last minute, but they did a great job. hahahah LOL.
well its been fun for this month
i guess i'll update soon again
"keep reading my online journal for more days of the teenage gypsy life , the same me just(sigh) different mood,"